The Memories We Made for Each Other ♥

Hello there.This is my 150th post and it's also my last post in 2009.
For me this is one of the worst year that I have been through.
Hope that I will be better in 2010.
Oh, 2012 is the end of the world then that means that I still have 2 years to live.
So, I will make myself be better next year or shall I say it TOMORROW? XD
I will because I only have 2 years. :)
I will appreciate it.
I heard people said that we need to pretend that everyday will be the last day of living
so that we will appreciate it right?
So, I am right.Haha.
Nothing much to say.
I will be back soon.
I will.
TOMORROW will be better.
Next year will be better.
Everything will be better.
I will be better too.
Thats all.
Cheers.

The last day I use this calendar. :)

31.12.2009

Memories of 2009

And I Will Be There For You ♥

Hello there.I am back again.
A disappointed day.
I thought I will be going to Redbox today but it seriously make me down
as my brother and mum said that they don't want to.
Then what for you tell me that we go to redbox today?
Its really meaningless.
Nevermind, lets forget about it.
I went to watch Avatar today.
The storyline is quite good as it told us to protect the nature.
I didn't expect that the movie took 3 hours.
We went to Winter Warmer to have our lunch.
I love the Green Tea Ice Blended so much.
Oh, I bought 2 books again.
they are 30% discount!
But I just bought 2.
Not really in the mood.
I am so so angry now.
I don't know what actually I am angry with.I just feel ANGRY.
Angry with myself.
Angry with the changes.
Angry with myself and keep on asking why am I so weak?
Angry that why can't I just stand up and walk it myself or face it myself?
Angry myself that since when I become so weak that I can't even protect myself
or think about myself.
Me myself.
It has been a year.A YEAR.
And yet till now I am still being so abnormal.
I am so so so angry.
Seriously.And I am very upset too.
Its been a year.
A year of suffering.Suffered mentally.
I want to change.And during the changes, I will hide myself.I
I do that because of my stupid self-esteem.
And I am not ready at all.
I just need time.
Time can give it a best cure.
I need time.I really need it.
So that I am mentally and physically ready.
Don't ask me why because I won't tell you that.
I need to be strong and face it myself.
Cheers.

他是我不想承認的存在，
卻也是我無法否認的存在。

Already Gone ♥

Hello there.I am here.Tired.
I went to midvalley today with my family.
It's quite fun as we go to redbox with my MUM
since she said that she doesn't go to K-room for once.
So my bro sis and I decided to bring her there to experience it. :)
Unexpectedly, she like it.And we decided to go The Curve tomorrow and sing it again.
It's fun and happy although I spent it with my family.
Oh, I bought a puppy doll last sunday.
I bought it from The Curve as my BIG dog wouldn't feel lonely again.
The BIG dog is from one of my friends.
Its cuteness costs me 10 bucks. =.=
Nevermind, at least I like it.
Oh, I bought a few books too.
Books of 橘子.I love her love story.
The love story that she wrote is realistic ,romantic, and sad.
Not much of her books have a good ending.
So this is one of the reason I like her book.
I like the way she wrote her book.
Oh, I changed my manicure again.
It's in black and red.
I quite like it. XD
I love Love etc. so much.
It still smells good for me now.
Hope to buy it soon.
I am going to Ikano tomorrow.
Redbox ROCKS!!!

Her puppy! XD

Wake Up ♥

Hello there.
It has been a long long time since my last update.
I just found that I had not update my blog for a month.
I am busy painting my house for the past 3 weeks and my mum and I finally painted it finish.
I am so happy because my house now look like a NEW house.
Oh, I just remembered that tomorrow is Christmas.
MARRY CHRISTMAS everyone!
As it is Christmas, my dad decided to buy me a netbook.
Know what is a netbook?
It's something like laptop or notebook BUT
it much much more smaller than laptop and it doesn't have a CD-ROM.
Since my dad think that I had a computer myself so he just bought a small netbook for me.
I like it so much and I like the colour too.
It's in purple color.
I just realized that I like my computer so much.
So I get some pictures of it.
Computer is one of the most important things in my life!
I think I will not talk more.
I will just post some pictures.

My 2nd b'day cake!

Drooling?

8 glasses of water!
Your daily minimum requirement! :)

My new painted room
[a bit messy]

My bro's room.
See the difference?

My life is so wonderful because of YOU!

My Dell

New handphone strap

Go Green!!!
Go Christmas!!!