Saturday, July 16, 2011

I tried hard to convince myself that the separation is nothing to me.

Hi blog Hi guys.
I am having my finals now. T^T
But actually I still got one more paper to go and I will be free!!!
Yay, F-R-E-E!!!!
After that I will be going to UK for three weeks.
Weeeeee. Finally I can meet new friendssss. =DDD
I am looking forward of it.
I want to learn something new. I want to take a look of the world. =)
By the way, my only best friend has left this Tuesday.
I don't know how it feels now, I can't really feel any differences now.
Or maybe you can say that I am too afraid to feel the difference so I choose not to feel any difference.
There are many reasons why I am not going to the airport.
Yeah, the main reason is I am L-A-Z-Y.
Its like if I am going, you need to pretend this pretend that.
I don't like this kind of pretending.
I don't like this kind of parting.
I can take it for the first time, for the second time, for the third time, but I am sorry, maybe not the fourth time.
You can say that I am a coward. All I can say is I don't like it.
So I choose not to go. I don't want to made this separation as big as it can.
Instead, I want to made it as small as it can.
Plus, it doesn't mean that she won't come back.
When she was in M'sia, we seldom meet each other too.
So it isn't big deal for not seeing her.
She is just leaving to S-T-U-D-Y aboard. She is pursuing her dreams.
Instead of feeling sorrow, I should be proud of her. Right?
So I want to made this separation as small as it can, as unimportance as it can.
By the way, I have a new member in my house.
Xun Rui, so sad you can't see her baby look.
When you come back, she will grow VERY big.
Buahaha.
 This is our new member. She is SO DAMN CUTE. Seriously!!!

She is so playful. I spent my whole day playing with her. 
Nahhhhhhhh, I am like a child.


Yay, will be going to lowyat tomorrow. Weeeeeee, I can give my iPad a shirt! <3<3<3
Off for movie. Ciao.